Friday, July 27, 2007

a little embarrassing....


...but I still miss little CoCo Bean kitten.


I fell for that girl hook, line & sinker!!
I actually called for Deanna and called out for "Beannie!!!" on the answering machine. They may be avoiding me for awhile. I hope that they don't think I'm too weird. I'm just in love with their cat.
While at Dr. M's on Wednesday, I was filing out paperwork. I young woman, simply dressed with her hair in a ponytail was talking to the assistant.
She was telling her that this is her 4th attempt at pregancy with IUI and her insurance doesn't cover most of it. She's working two jobs, seven days a week. Her medication costs $600 per month.
I sat in shame.
Would I be willing to work two jobs? Really. Would I be willing to give up all of my free time? To hand over all of my cash to the pharmacy.
Aside from my $10 copay that just went up to $15 (and I had the nerve to be annoyed), my insurance covers everything. I don't have to worry about whether or not I will have the means to see the doctor to help me to keep a pregancy.
I feel so selfish. This woman seemed to be taking it all in stride. Even though her first three attempts failed. I've spent my days off feeling sorry for myself, while she's working her ass off to take care of business.
My hat goes off to her. She is already a devoted mother. She's jumping hurdles and moving moutains for her baby.
I will not complain anymore about my crappy luck or how tough it's been.
If she's not complaining. Then I'm not complaining.


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