How fun!! I've been wanting to start journaling again (well, not that I was ever a steadfast journalist...just go through whims) it's just so much easier for me to type. Especially now that my handwriting has gone from that of a serial killer to that of secret code.
Little CoCo Bean went home to her parents today. I've cried most of the day, the seperation anxiety is in full effect, coupled with the famililar fear of loss, etc...ahh the joys of infertility. It really does fog up every aspect of life.
It's amazing how one little kitten wrapped me and Eric around her little pinky paw. It's incredible how much I could love her and feel such tenderness for her so quickly. It was such a gift to have her here. She brought so much sunshine into what seems like too many cloudy days. A pure joy that kitten is. A beautiful baby with a free and precious spirit. She stole our hearts.
Tonight, I met Jessica at Blinker Custard. Nothing like a twist with chocolate jimmies to cure what ails me!
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